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Last Week of the Lunar Year...

2006-01-26T07:27:00.000-08:00

Another New Year coming... The Chinese New Year. Any difference to us anyway? I guess probably not. Think I've grown out of that phase when every festive occasion was such an exciting thing that we looked forward to with relish months before. Nowadays everything seems to be greeted with apathy. The feeling of being jaded. Too stressed with life to take a break and smell the flowers? Too busy for a proper break? Too many personal problems.. Problems with heart-felt feelings.. Many things are just not meant to be...

No more Christmas/New Year parties in town (minus the spray foams, & we kept our hands to ourselves of course). No more looking forward to things. God damn it.. What am I becoming? An unfeeling, mechanised creature? Sometimes I really don't dare to think of the future.

PieCES of mYseLF....

2006-01-26T05:11:00.000-08:00

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1) bastard
2) loser
3) wanker

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1) Sky
2) dRoy
3) Kenneth Mcrae

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) slight tan
2) hair (on my big hollow head)
3) small eyes

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1) china face
2) XXS body frame
3) Hobbit height

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1) Cheena
2) Hokkien (song bo)
3) Black hair/brown eyes = bore

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1) Spiders
2) gun pointed at me
3) Sadako

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1) computer/internet
2) MD player
3) cappuchino

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1) shirt
2) shorts
3) underwear

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1) Bond
2) MLTR
3) no space to type all

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS:
1) wah lao... keep asking such questions... can juz hold a face-to-face interview or not?
2) Sad Eyes by Enrique Iglesias
3) Electronic Lady by Marque

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1) Communication, Mutual attraction, love and understanding
2) Fun & Excitement & Intimacy
3) Emotional Communication

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE(in no particular order):How 'bout 2 lies and a truth?
1) I can study
2) I can do laundry
3) I can drink

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:[As long as he loves me and I love him back]
1) Mixed-blood features
2) Charming & elegant Eyes
3) Long silky sexy hair

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1) Dreaming
2) Listening to music
3) Sit & lay back & relax

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY NOW:
1) Fly an aeroplane
2) Earn lotsa money..
3) fall asleep

THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING/YOU HAVE CONSIDERED:
1) President of United States of America
2) CEO of any international public-listed companies
3) Rich girl's husband, in other words a househusband

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1) Britian
2) Japan
3) Spain

THREE KID NAMES YOU LIKE:what female? male? Be more specific la.
1) Rui Ying
2) Xavier
3) Deroy

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1) have a life
2) have a career
3) have a family

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1) playful & slack
2) lazy & always dreaming
3) short & small sized

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1) i sometimes wear pink clothes
2) too emotional liao..
3) i'm a lousy & reckless driver

FOUR FEMALE CELEB CRUSHES:
1) Jerry Frost
2) Gay-Yee Westerhoff
3) Sophie Marceau
4) Haylie Ecker

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1) Tan
2) Toh
3) Koh

a paradox.......

2006-01-18T08:21:00.000-08:00

i'm not sad... just not in good mood... just feeling kinda stressed... kinda pisssed off at some people... kinda tired... kinda wanna laze but can't laze... kinda lacking some sleep... kinda falling sick... kinda need to stop being on the move...kinda just want to STOP......
but can't...........
should i beliv in divine intervention?
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haizzzzz...
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mY 1sT HeCTiC WeEK of 2006

2006-01-15T01:30:00.000-08:00

Grrrrrgh... for e first 3 days of skool(Mon-Tues exclude haji day of cos), tot tat taking 6 Lab-based modules isn't tat shiong & taxing... i was wrong on Thurs & Fri of the week.. E lecturers juz keep teaching & i find myself stuck wifout lotsa spare time to digest & assimilate e lecture note materials... xiao liao... -_-"

Mon: not a bad start to e new AY...toughest day: 8am-6pm lecture straight(of cos in btwn got breaks 4 makan & shoppin @ nus co-op)..had dinner wif Qiang then met a grp of my sec sch classmates @ Bukit Panjang Plaza.. went home., then went out to Clarke Quay Pub to togo (even though itz Mon nite, still got lotsa chiobus..lotsa eye-candy sia)...reached home reeked wif smoke & alcohol.. wat a day 4 a start of e sch term.. @_@"

Tue: Hari Raya Haji day! hav to go shao mu.. Muslim cemetries look more interesting than Chinese ones.. Chinese ones boring.. I personally find Christian cemetries most interesting..(like real =X ).. went out again.. hanging wif a grp of sec sch frens.. till late nite again.. sipped coffee at Balcouny @ Heeren till late nite again..(Balcouny is nice chillout spot..highly-recommended!!) reached home reeked wif perfume smell(much better than e previos day) =)

Wed: only 1 lect in morning from 8am-10am.. then slack then met Josie 4 lunch.. had a little chat over my Beef FUN-Tastic meal at NUS Mcs.. The FUN sucked big time... 4get abt e "FUN" juz order a plater of the bbqed-beef... Then i find myself at Parkway Parade window shoppin wif a Shopping queen & then esplanade 4 a bit of slalom.. b4 i head home 4 10pm show.. reached home reeked o smell of sweat & blood.. =(

Thurs: whole day of lects again.. had dinner wif Charmee then went shoppin wif her at Queensway shoppin centre.. time to buy some new year clothes? oh not yet.. Charmee's lookin 4 a sling bag 4 her fren's B'day & asked me along 4 fashion & style advise.. Charmee is typical fickle-minded shoppin queen.. juz cant make up her mind.. i even had to become a model 4 her: put on any sling bags tat she chose & ask me to model & pose.. nex time should charge her 4 such services.. in e end she got a converse beach-casual style sling bag.. great.. end of shoppin finally.. then i head down to Mr Gabriel Seng's wake at Laguna park condo.. died of burst artery due 2 high blood pressure.. paid last respects reached home only at 2plus am.. reeked o smell of incense... =(

Fri: 8am-10am lect.. then long break till 4pm lect.. i'm not gonna stay in lib doin notin 4 6hrs.. guess wat Qiang & Jasper asked me to go shoppin wif them at Queensway Shopping centre..reason: wanted my fashion & style advise.. cool.. i admit my fashion sense is not great at all but they didn't mind.. anyway i didn't wanna stay in sch catch houseflies so i went along.. again e 2 of them r a bit fickle-minded(wat the hell...).. only slightly beta than Charmee e previous day.. after which i went back to sch for my last lect of e 1st week of sch then headed home straight.. be gd boy today dun stay out late.. guess wat so tired out tat i fell asleep on my bed while studyin organic chem.. wanted to call up some frens 4 a chat but too bad.. sliped into dreamland liao.. =(

Sat: hot day at work.. after all e rain finally gota start workin under e hot sun again.. luckily e students were pretty coorperativ.. after work head down 2 ecp skate rink.. my usual sat nite jam wif Andy, Alvin & Keith.. Xiaozhu collided into Andy.. Andy should hav used her as a cushion(anyway Xiaozhu got humps which make great soft cushions.. dun tink andy would mind at all..) instead he tried 2 stay still hopin zhu xiao will siam him.. in e end still banged each other.. poor Andy hurt his back.. couldn't turn his neck at 1st.. hope he'll be fine.. if Andy has any 3-long-2-short then i will help seek revenge on Xiaozhu.. use double-legged hockey tackle..(e type Real Madrid's Beckham always like to use on futbol players) went home late again.. couldn't chat wif any frens... too late alredy some off HP some ZZZ liao... =X

& there's my 1st Hectic week of my sch term in 2006... things dun look very gd.. smell more trouble & problems to come in e following weeks..
New Year resolutions: win 4D win Toto, get more Ang Bao during CNY go to Australia & France for work(then can quit NUS liao...cos realized i'm not cut out 4 studyin =X ), eat more drink more learn more remember more, earn more pocket money to bring me thru a bit of poverty, gd results, get a Full-time job(internship) by end of April,.....etc......yadah yadah yeah yah yah... & last but not least 1 last new yr resolution: Follow e New Year Resolutns!!! ... Happy belated New Year to everyone!!.. =)

Hope no more hectic weeks to come.. i'm alredy hectic enuf... or i'll go bonkers... =)

signin OUT..

WINGS OF FREEDOM !!!!

2006-01-11T08:49:00.000-08:00

Today is a special day.. its the day i created a blog for myself...Finally..... after long weeks of saying "i'm gonna create my blog today!"... Hurray ! Thatz the lazy me... i'm tat jia lat... hehe
all thankz to my fren Josie Maran =)